In 11 days I will be 23! I can not wait, I'm one of these weird people who looks forward to being a year older. Don't judge. There is no judgement here, ok!
Since December began I've been on this little quest of trying to truly define who I am and the person I want to be. So far, so good. We all deal with the whole, "who am I?", "who do I want to be?", and "where am I headed?". Lately I have partial answers to these questions, which, I am very proud of myself. From the time I turned 18 I've just been sorta been all over the place and it sucks not having any idea to anything. I started questioning a lot of things I once had the concrete answer to and I'm back in that place where I can decide wholeheartedly for myself. Truth is we start fitting into ourselves with age so there is never a definite real you there is always the real you at the moment because we are ever changing.
It's nice to have an idea of who you eventually want to be. I'm really excited to enter my 23rd year. I feel like I will grow a bit more into being an adult. I feel really good about it. There are a few things I want to do and people I am excited to meet, who they are I have no clue.
In the end, this little road of self discovery started off really rough and it's become very nice and smooth in the past few days.
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