Happy Almost Christmas

You guys the year is almost over! Tomorrow is Christmas Eve and I've been 23 for 3 whole days. Weird. This is the age my dad was when I was born, I have yet to have ze babies. Anywho, I'm so not prepared for any of this. Christmas is usually my favorite time of year. To me the season means: my birthday, x-mas (and anniversary) shopping, hot cocoa, hot coffee, everything red and white, pine, warmth, christmas eve and day, and finally our anniversary. Well this year it has been hot, I'm incredibly broke, and it doesn't smell like pine anywhere. It's been a sad christmas for many reasons but we are trying to make the most of it. We're lucky to be healthy, a roof over our heads, and a lot of love. I just wish everyone was a bit more merry. I can't wait till the year is over though. It's been amazing (we got engaged) and it's been upsetting (I got laid off twice and currently in a big fat pile of debt). I will keep my head up because I start school in January and hopefully a new job.

Enough of my sadness. I hope that your christmas is amazing and filled with love and warmth. If you've had a so-so year like me, know it's almost over and a new one should start better than how this one ended.